Yep I'm the brat! I've always had a kink for spanking. I've Just become a little more open about it a few years ago. I joined a few sites and made some friends but there was always a missing piece of me. One thing you should know about me is I've lived a life that no one should. My mother abandoned me at the age of 1 and only had contact with her when she wanted to use me for her benefit. She left me to my stepfather who was extremely abusive. Then came Jamie someone who I gave my heart to and she shattered it. She put me through some of the worst abuse that anyone could possible think of. I was in a spanking relationship with Jamie. Enough of the dark stuff! I walked away from the whole spanko world after I simi broke away from Jamie. Kali found out that there was this girl who was sure to be dead if she didn't find a place to go and jumped to the rescue. It wasn't for a couple months that we started our mentorship. It sorta just happened one night she just decided she was going to spank me the next day and to my surprise she did! It expanded from there. I soon found out that Kali was that missing piece. Over the past year Kali and I have struggled we have had our ups and downs and we have both gotten to the point where we just throw our hands up and say I quit. In the end we both knew that our relationship was just meant to be so we both refuse to quit. A lot of what you will read is about my path to recover. When we say recovery we mean recovering from the past. Healing from the abuse and from the drugs and pain that I have suffered in my life. I'm happy to let you in on our adventures and I hope that you enjoy reading. I hope that it can in someway give you bottoms out there hope and teach you tops some lessons too because when you think about it it's all about learning growth and a life long sense of peace. For both sides!
